emotionless

impatient

without vision

without desire

define me

today

forever?

afraid

i care too much

you notice

can i change?

can i stop?

i'm afraid

afraid to lose

am i me?

do you know?

plummeting

something tossed

something caught

i'm the first

not the latter

you couldn't catch me

even if you wanted

you wouldn't catch me

even if you tried

so let me fall

i'll get back up

eventually

it may take a while

but it will happen