may i be more obsessed

more in love

more trusting

in who You are

not what you do

or what you provide

may my heart remember

all You are

to me

i won't marry anyone

unless i'm sure it's from You

i don't want a mess

a divorce

fucked up children

unresolved father issues

i want a marriage

that revolves around You

and Your heart

and Your love

heal the heart within

hold it close to Yours

while it's alone in my chest

and praying for the one

the one who You'll bring

not the problem solver

or the savior

but the love

the one who will love me

like You first loved me

like You love Your children

like You love the church