another wedding

today was another wedding... the 4th this summer. i wrote this while the bride and groom were dancing their first dance and while the bride and her father were dancing.

please excuse the tone of bitterness and sadness at the fact that i am single.

i so crave intimacy
i so desire to be loved
i do not want to be alone
i cannot live like this

there must be more
there better be love for me
there has to be someone for me
there should be a soulmate for me

so why am i alone?
so why am i jealous?
so why do i cry?
so why can't i have him now?

i am

i am
everything and everything
because of You

i may fail
i just might fall
i'll even bleed

but what I have
and what I know
is because of You

pick me up
dust me off
hold me close

whisper words
kiss my face
remind me

i think i know
tell me again
show me once more