this is hard.
i'm conflicted.
immensely overwhelmed.
painfully aware.
ridiculously indifferent.
and yet.
i'm not.
hugely relieved.
happily unburdened.
slightly joyful.
for what?
for whom?
how?
these questions have no answers.
my answers make no sense.
i see.
i taste.
i feel.
i know.
each opposite at the same time.
am i alone in this?
will i be?
