this is what you wanted
this is what you get

i didn't ask for it
i didn't want it

this separation
this feeling of abandon

you did it
you did it

this isn't me.

this isn't my heart
this isn't who i am
or what i'm about

i'm not like this.

i never feel this way
i don't act like this
and i don't want to

who am i?

today. tomorrow. before
changed? renewed?
or the same old shit.

yes.
yes.