waiting for
waiting in

not that bad
just a little

without you here
and that part of my life

you're missed
you're not here

i can't wait
until you are

luckily i have You
<3

Yahweh...

I know it's okay. I know You're near to me, wrapping me in Your arms.

I ask for wisdom and for direction.

For peace and to trust you through all circumstances.

You're my protector and my best friend.

All I have is through You and because of You.

You are my beloved. I am Yours.

Move and change me as You see fit.

Love,
Leila
Your daughter
Your chosen one
Your beloved

dawning and dusking
these both have passed

and it isn't new
but it feels new

each time
each succession

Your faithfulness
must surround me

Your grace
must envelope me

otherwise I'd be...

lost.

but I'm not

it's happening.

my heart is happening.

the beating

rushing

the feeling

missing

praying

and knowing

it's right

but the thought still hurts

another day another time

i might have been apathetic

but now i care

now i can't not care

i want

and i feel

i'll pray

and i'll draw near

and

and

and

and

that is all i can think