still

will it ever stop

will it ever go away

can my heart just quit

and be free

i don't love

i don't care

i can't forget

i want to

i want my heart to quit

the beating, the streaming, and the needing

i want my mind to wander elsewhere

about someone else

i don't want to know

i don't want to hear

i don't give a fuck

and yet somehow

i still do

and i still will

i still

i still...