trying and failing is all i seem to do

the world around me stresses

the world within me cries

am i doing what i'm supposed be doing?

am i going where i'm supposed to?

is God pleased with my decisions?

what about my actions?

even worse, my motives?

is He?

I'm not.

I'd give anything and everything to change.

to be happy.

to be free.

to be completed.