i can't seem to think
clearly or whatever
see?

the words i want to
write and the words
i do write
are not
the same

i
i
i
i

i am selfish
i want what i want
i do

where are you
in this mess
that i call
existence

have i deserted you
have i left you
i talk to you
i don't read about you

i talk about you
i talk around you
can i talk through you?
do you talk through me?
at all? any more? yet?

love me Jesus.
remind me that you're the most important thing
and that i'm important to you