i can't even be what i expect myself to be, so how i can i expect you?
i don't know who i am, so do i know you?

i at least want to try to know both myself
and to know you

i want to be something else
something better
less of a failure
and more loving
more understanding
more trusting
and more adapting

but i'm not there yet
and obviously neither are you.
so where do we go from here?