again

again i think

again i remember

it never fades

it never stops

i speak of you

and i can't forgive

i think of you

and i remember

it wasn't all bad

there were good times

you seemed to care

you listened well

you knew me better than i wanted

i thought i knew you too

but what i didn't know

would be what made "us" impossible

again i regret

again i reminisce 

the calls the day after

the kisses the night before

everytime i would cry

everytime i would cut

everytime i would wimper

and every other time i didn't

i would bottle it in

refuse to show

i'd keep to myself 

and ignore it all

i'd write it all down

and store it away

never tell you my heart

for fear you'd care less

if that was possible