this

i fell for you

hard

unlike anything before

i loved you

entirely

holding nothing back

i told you

once

that i loved you

i needed you

just

to say it back

but you didn't love me

but you didn't want me

but you didn't care for me

so then why the fuck would you kiss me?

why the hell would you call me?

because you were selfish

because you knew how i felt

because you could get what you wanted

because you didn't care

and because of this

i cannot love

i cannot let go

i cannot forget

i cannot stop

i may not love you

i may not want you

but i remember

and still feel

unvalued and worthless