again i remember
it never fades
it never stops
i speak of you
and i can't forgive
i think of you
and i remember
it wasn't all bad
there were good times
you seemed to care
you listened well
you knew me better than i wanted
i thought i knew you too
but what i didn't know
would be what made "us" impossible
again i regret
again i reminisce
the calls the day after
the kisses the night before
everytime i would cry
everytime i would cut
everytime i would wimper
and every other time i didn't
i would bottle it in
refuse to show
i'd keep to myself
and ignore it all
i'd write it all down
and store it away
never tell you my heart
for fear you'd care less
if that was possible