i just finished watching a really sappy Christian love movie. and i thought i would hate it. i thought it would be cliche and that i would mock it forever.
it was cliche and predictable. and i probably will mock it for all eternity. but you know what... it was good. i'll get to that...
but it was also bad. the acting was horrible. i hated the lead girl. i knew exactly what was going to happen next at every step. and it really made me aware of the lack of quality guys in this world. the lack of men who are in love with Jesus Christ.
that's what bothered me the most about this movie. it reminded me how much i love Jesus for all that He has done for me and all that He is for me. and you know what... i don't know. i don't think i can bring to mind one guy that i know who gets emotional, excited, passionate, and just overwhelmed when he talks about God and all that pertains to Him. maybe i'm wrong or i've just never witnessed it. and i'm sorry if i am wrong, but i would really like to be proven wrong.
it is so wrong for me to want to get married? why do i feel judged and that my desire to be a wife is something bad? so what? yes. i crave love, companionship, sex, and all that comes with marriage.
i want a Godly man. this shouldn't be too much to ask. i want a man who will lead. i want a man whose love for Christ makes me not only fall in love with him, but more in love with Christ. there are so few of these guys, aren't there...
i loved kirk cameron. i respect him. i could tell you 2 reasons why. and i will if you ask. i loved the salt and pepper analogy. and i loved the simple gospel message of this movie.
i want to love and be loved.
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